Some thoughts.....

Things have been very good lately, I am sure it's because we got our taxes and took care of all our bills and bought some nice fun stuff, I have also been able to buy the girls some fun new things and we have been able to go out to nice family dinners. Since Chad started his new job last year we have had a few months that have been harder. Not having the same pay every month makes it hard to budget but we do live sometimes paycheck to paycheck but we make it through. Having a couple months that have not been so hard and being able to not worry have made things easier. Unfortunately I am a worrier. I worry about the dumbest things sometimes but most of the time everything works out. When things are hard it is not as easy to remember that things work out and God never gives us more than we can handle.

A very good friend of mine lost her beautiful daughter last year, and another good friend of mine lost her daughter last month. Tragedy it seems is all around me and gets me thinking about what I would possibly do if I had to experience that. Questions arise, like who would be there for me? I live so far away from my family and we don't have many close friends around here. I am hoping that if anything was to happen my support group would show up. 

Where is my walk with God? well He is on the path that leads to righteousness  I am over here in Laura land, I know that I need to rely, I know the things I need to do change my worrying, but it is so hard to step back onto that path... I feel as though I have been gone for so long that there seems that there is no turning back which I know is false.

I feel God around in the many awesome things that our family is experiencing such as the girls just had a school recognition lunch for having their gpa over 3.5. I know He has been here for me as I have taken the school road for the last couple years. I am set to graduaate in June with my Associates of Applied Science for a Medical Office.

Good things, bad things, mediocre things, they are things that are happening in my life too... I also picked up more hours at work until spring term, kind of sucks but it will be a good thing and good money..... more posts to come soon.... Love LaLa